Theres only a few people in my life that I dont hate…and eventually they’ll walk out of my life like everyone else has. Sorry to sound so depressed tonight…just overthinking.
Just smile. They’ll never notice anythings wrong.
Its funny how so many guys can like you but the one guy you do like doesnt like you.
So today I was in a good mood and decided to take my little brother to see The Lorax. I remember seeing the other version of it in 7th grade and I figured that this version would lose its meaning because thats usually what these stupid movies do now a days.
The movie starts and the characters start singing and I realize its a musical. I LOVE MUSICALS!
The movie was awesome until it got to the end where all the trees were gone and Once-ler realized what he had done was a huge mistake. The lorax just looked at him then left. Then Ted plants the tree and the Once-ler is looking at his window at the sun and knows all is well again because the trees are going to grow. Then one day the Once-ler is watering the little trees that are growing and the lorax comes back and I feel bad for the Once-ler and the lorax and just asdfhdiugshkjlfghieg
I started crying and I hope I’m not the only weirdo who did. Then when the movie was over Dr. Seuss’ words popped up saying “Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot nothing is going to get better. Its not.” and then i really really started crying because its so true and I think if Dr.Seus was alive he’d be proud of the outcome of this movie.
Im starting to have withdrawals from chocolate :( I gave it up for Lent and I’m craving it so bad right now, but thats only because it’s that time of the month.
Today at my friends’ house they made brownies and I was all excited because I really love brownies….but then I remembered..I gave up chocolate for lent. Then they took chocolate chips and were going to put them in the cupcakes they were making but didn’t for my sake…but then most of the cupcakes had chocolate frosting. The brownies came out of the oven nice and warm and all moist and delicious looking…so I just had to settle for some popcorn while everyone had delectable brownies with chocolate chips…
okay so I just found out Lent started yesterday. I feel like a moron considering I’m catholic. So I was just thinking about what I should give up and I was going to say Tumblr but then I realized there’s something I love ten times more then tumblr and that’s chocolate. I eat chocolate everyday… I’m surprised I’m not 300 pounds. So goodbye chocolate…for now.
Tonight for English my class has to write two paragraphs on a happy memory from when we were a child. The sad part is everything I remember as a child is depressing. I seriously can’t think of one happy memory and I’m really trying to remember something good but all I’m coming up with is my parents fighting in 3rd grade. They got divorced and it’s not like that bothers me anymore…its the fact that even though they divorced when I was 8, they still fight all the time. like ALL THE TIME. Might as well still be married with arguments they always have. When I think of my childhood its like I can only remember the bad…the divorce, getting in fights from 3-6th grade, getting made fun of in 5th grade, failing everything in 5th grade because I was always depressed and couldnt even bother studying, my cousins being assholes to me always making me cry whenever they had the chance. Even when i was was 5 I can only remember flying off a swing and doing flips in the air landing on my face, somehow uninjured. Running then falling when I was 9 scraping my head on the concrete. Getting yelled at in first grade and getting put in the corner with a bunch of spiders …ew. I mean these things aren’t that bad and I know other people have had a worse life then me but sometimes you just get sick of all the memories, sick of the unhappy memories. I can’t remember anything happy at all. I guess I’m not doing my homework.